Update: Current state of mind

Hello 2013! I hope u can bring me a better year ahead, full of joy and happiness, and the most important is healthy. That’s what I wish for this year.

I have partied a lot lately, after I met the someone, I don’t know why it happens and how it starts but things were just happened like that way…I am very excited during the weekend and it seems it’s too excited sometime and when Sunday comes, I feel a bit down, is this what people call- mood swing? I think so, on one hand I feel very excited and happy about what has happened, on the other hand I feel down and guilty for what has happened. Fine, I know my emotion has been bad since last year, I’m still not fully recovered – (close friends know what I mean)

Life is unpredictable and full of surprises! We don’t know what the future could bring, so we should live life to the fullest~ (This statement again!)

And yeah, I’m getting older, supposed to plan for future and life but why things are still the same? What did I achieve in 2012? The happiest thing I done in 2012 was the flashmob dance and also I joined salsa class, this is what I am proud of, I enjoy dancing- it makes me happy and I feel lively about it.

Career wise, I am so glad that I have bunch of good colleagues and I’m able to join this company, but I’m not sure if this is the job that I like to do, but this is life, not everybody can do what they like and enjoy to do, I’m comfortable with my current job and I feel I am a bit too laid- back in the office, maybe nobody pressure me yet or anything. Compare to my previous employer, current one is like u are living in heaven and the previous one definitely was in hell. Haha!

Love life- None at the moment, being single is good and I'm not hurry and rushing into anything, not sure if I could find someone who really sincere and loves me, so I better not to think and worry about it. Chemistry is very important in a relationship, the sparks and all those mix together to make you fall in love.

Aright, I remember Audrey told me: don't stop believing in true love~ okay! I will remember this on my head =)